Friends that help each other grow

I am sick!!!

Dunno why I'm feeling like that now so I am blaming the weather. Falling in and out of flu and worst. Zzzz.

Nevertheless, my friends are the ones that are and will always be there. At least thats what I hope. Our forever is limited to how far we will grow with each other, yet as we'll nvr stop, comes the lights of hope.

Sometimes, I can really look at ppl and want to tell them in their face that, the ppl you consider your frens are just illusions. You'll nvr know from here and on, what real friends are about.

Aneway.. I owe part of this to being blessed with the friends that I have.

I really need to get well, but someparts of me wished to fall ill. (dunno why)
We'll see how it goes, till then ..... more ranting!



The confused part of my life.
What the hell am I doing. Cant I make frens with others, jus frens? Why is it that I am forced to choose. My current life is a pack of lies, getting worst and worst. Looking at things now, I will regret in the future. However, the point is that I do not want to regret making wrong choices now thus, will push all for later. Then again, whats worth or not.... that is the question.

Oh, seemingly in a tight spot due to the fact that all of the above choices are WRONG!! That I am very sure, so as for now just try to make the best of it. Pray for miracles and wish for luck, that I am be guided to peace and happiness.

For me and for you, for us and us all, to now and forever. May I be the asshole that others just love.