How to handle it all, I dont know.

Well, its 4am in the middle of welllll....

Ytd.
was a really simple day for me. Woke up feeling oh so peaceful. Like I was free from all pressures and stress. Went to work, and got home to rest. Great. I thank God.

Hmmm, suddenly so much of my worries have become unimportant. I guess its being opened to the facts that my life will not become better in any sense going on like this. So I took a hike, away from everyone for one day. IT WAS FREAKING GOOD.

And also, it made me realise..... That work at USS is really a haven for me to escape. At work, I am alone, away from my stress and life itself. I am at peace, only to face other troubles that are easy to shruge off. Most are strangers, only to a few. Well, it is a place in SG that I can head to and lock myself away in that air-con building for hours to mind about myself.

thank god.


Ok. so recently, I've been an asshole again. Only to realise that nothin that I do is worth any thing I stand to gain. Zzzz. So then, listen to the words that flature around in the morning sun.