Tell me why!

K first of all, WHY IS MY BLOGGER IN CHINESE??

It only becomes english after I login. K, nvm.

Some stuff to note. I freakin missed the first half hour of Despicable Me! Arrrghh, its a really nice cartoon. LOl. I hope USS makes the movie a part of the park, I'd surely join the attraction. LOL. And I really wanna know what happened in the front part! Plz lemme find the online dl, or some idiot that wans to watch it with me. LOL.
K, aneway.. the show was great.

Hmmm, then again... I had to tell like uber many lies to get my ass to the cinema for that show.

Seriously, I dun understand my life. I've been praying so hard to understand so that I can realise what is it that I want in order for me to walk and cont my life. In other words, I've tried even a higher solution, YET, I'm still stuck.
Its not exactly a bad thing, but I am looking forward like 3 to 4 months in the future, instead of the Play now Fark whatever happens later on attitude, I'm worried bout what my turn out of me. And still I dunno why am I like that.


TO Ryan :

You know? Actually your life isnt that bad, why border changing it so much. You should be satisfied, live as you are and learn to appreciate. Why all the nonsense that will cause you to lose what you've got and return you with nth?




Aneways... back here in my messed up head. I really am sorry to you, you and you. I want so much to apologise but cant, or wont, or just am too afraid. I've caused probs that should not have happened, and act like nth. I really dun wish to be that bastard I've become, instead, I would hope so much to make things better. Nonono..... thats jus how its gonna be.

Well, saying so, I am actually cont being an ass infront of the world. Doing the same old thing over, jus waiting to make sure I am labeled by one and many..... THE BASTARD.



Ok, story to remember. Second time I got slapped in PH. Same exact spot, different kind of pain. This was rather expected and welcomed but being prep was not enuf. The later piercing that I felt upon looking you hurt so much, even I dun understand. Yet, it happened and move on la hor.

Sorry sorry , to my lord my god. I have been a bad son.