Well, nowww...

Rite now, everything is jus moving in the path that will end in a mess. Everyway I look at my life now, it spells mess.

Hmmm, as for Amanda. A road I am so not willing to walk. So full of uncertainty. Zzzz.
I jus dun wan to face you knowing what you tell me are lies and you are living away from me, only coming to me only when you feel like it. How am I supposed to give in to my myslf and give my all to you.
It'll prolly end in misery. For me at least. Thats why I wanna keep away, one step away. Then I can let go anytime. Zzzz..

I guess all I deserve from you is a 'once-a-week-meetup' eh?

Then comes pearlyn. You really should not be here. Yet you are, and you are so much more then I would ask for, in terms of fun and peace and concern. Then again, theres no strings, thus no tug of commitment. Making it not the real deal, jus a deal I'd like to keep, for as long as possible.

Damn girl, why you makin my life like that.


Guess what. Make room, make life. Take one step in and two steps back. Leave no truth around, jus memories to lean. Make no mistakes, lose no gain. See and look, hope and live, make a wish, what lands is mine, what flies is lies.