Well well..

Rite now, I am just rolling in the continuous life trend that I keep trying to get out off. Yet, here i am again, saying hello to me just like before.

So aneway.. I've got to learn of this song call 'Huai Ren' and it really gets to me. All those girls, yet I dunno how to be satisfied. I once saw this post that was prolly meant for me, and it was lil sth like this, "One should cherish that which is before you, who cares and who loves you. Be satisfied and not yearn for much more. Otherwise, when all that matters is lost, would you come to feel the pinch but realise it is already too late".

When I first read it, I laughed and went like 'WTF?'
Now now now, that its past. It came thru and although I know I have more ahead then before, I still yearn for becos I lost. And gosh that sucks.

Another text I came across was like, "By now, you would have drop back to square one. Isnt it time to change that Xi Xin Yan Jiu attitude of yours? Otherwise, you would nvr proceed and just remain lost like before".

And again, its true. For at least the past 4-5 years. I have been doing almost the same thing, jus a revolving turn of events that some how keeps me back to the same old spot I wished to step away from. (Stupidly, I can realise all this can blog about it, yet still the that exact same thing rite now)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gosh my life kinda sucks. (althought very many other parts of it rawks)