Heh, I'm back.

Well, cant say that I have tired. I really wanted to change, and I really did. FOR A WHILE.

Thru that period, I've heard them all. "good guys nvr win", "you'll only get hurt".... Blah blah blah.. I knew but nvr heeded. Till last night, I lost to myself and can only turn back.

Of cos, undoubtly I deserve it and all that comes to me. Yet, I cannot understand why am I not appreciated. Are assholes more attractive? Like when I openly annouced that I was the crackhole of all assholes. Gosh, hao ren nan dang.

So simply put, I tried and failed and now I'm back. Even if it were a mistake of choice, the results are clear.


Oh and another note, whilst there is not progress on this end, another end is showing signs of brightness. I will be signing on and working for long due to a large amount of consideration. Just to let only you know. No one else other than the ppl in camp know that I am making this choice.